corhydrae

they run in squares they leave, they come and go i stare with my stone eyes i can talk and i can walk im purple, im blue and sometimes i run too when i run, i run in circles i cant sing, i cant write i draw and i fail most of the time i draw u i wish u knew, i wish u knew how much i hate u always triangles with me and u and thousands of words to describe u im old, im new i can feel, i can cry they lie, they lie i lie too

i had a dream about u ur smiles ur eyes ur scent daddy i miss u i had a dream about u i ve been made and shapped to want they named me after u human they said will b my name i m half black and half white i ve blood in my vaines my white hair is growing daddy i miss u i had a dream about u i walked over the moon once i m a sailor.. someday a lighthouse found me in my life i ve drawn so many lines i cant c where im goin daddy i need u once i had a dream about u im still me they coudnt break me no matter how hard they try i may laugh most of the time i cry i cry for the little grl i always do i cry to make a flood daddy i

The more I think the less I see... the clinking of spoons in cups the smoke... the flipping papers may be a book or two in my mind I can still smell the coffee out of your cloth and I remember... I remember the clown inside me I remember living once... a little more... a little less a bruise on the left... another scratch on my right hang me, hang me my dear hang me with my own words I want it loud and clear he loves me.. he loves me not I love him... I love YOU not a little more sighs... much much less smiles a bit to the left... no, no go back to your right fill me, fill me with your own tears and now, push the chair and l